"The GFE sex with her is awesome and I love spending time with her. If she’s like this with her other customers (which she tells me are limited now that she began working a “real job” a few months ago), they are lucky. Of course, I’d love to think she’s only that good with me, but I’d be kidding myself.'...-Colombialover
Allow me to opine from a cynical ass hard ass point of view in lieu of the new developments. Dump the emotional involvement. I know it's not easy, I've been very guilty myself with sugar Babi*s I have kept here in the US,
even recently. Luckily (so far) I haven't been foolish with Chicas of CR. :
You recognize she delivers fab GFE and makes you feel like a king and is fun to be with. That is what we are here for. As per the above statement, you realize she is a ho and supplies the love and affection clause to other clients as well, you don't enjoy an exclusive contract. Every time you start to get soft and dream of her sweet smile and batting eyelashes, picture her with some fat old bald farting American pounding her inside out, cien laying on the dresser, the bed slamming against the wall and she's screaming and professing her love to him....that's what's happening when you're back in the USA planning your next trip...
I say see her when you get back, enjoy some incredible makeup sex after you give her a big lecture, she apologizes and wants (or does an excellent job of acting) to go the extra extra mile to make it up to you. Swallow your pride, then make her swallow a big gulp of your spooyee...
Spend the day or the night with her, whatever, then let her know you are hitting strange for a day or so and you will get back to her for another session or two before you leave. Enjoy new action as well so you don't once again get infatuated with this one, who knows, a new girl may just catapult into becoming your new favorita overnight. It happens....